But now your picture frames are the closest you'll ever be to me

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And I want to be selfish
I want to be selfish
I want to be selfish, you're my everything
Some things can never be explained
Why does your love remain unchanged?
'Cause I know it wouldn’t be the same without you


Hello world (:
I came online thinking that NatLim'd be around so I can tell her I've made up my mind after so long but acks, she went overseas ): School's fine, pretty allright. I's Be Yourself Day by the way & we're supposed to dress with a theme, which is work wear. So retarded. I didn't bother, just wore what I felt comfy with. Morning we had a talk with Mrs Chan about our prelims result for the 4NA students. Ohman, I honestly think alllllll of us need to work extraextra hard. Especially yours truly 'cos I haven't study for Ns when it's like 5 days awayyyy. ): After that we had Maths (: I got 29/60 for a dumb paper set by a trainee teacher. One more fucking mark to gooooo ): I got 50/60 for Fajar paper!! :D:D Second in class. I was so shocked when she gave me the paper. Ultraaa happy & proud of myself. Ah ha, something to show _ then (: After Maths, we had SS in the AVA room. Was quite allright. Thank God I read up about industrial restructuring that day, it helped me a little in the paper. [:

Recess, bought food & stayed in the AVA room to eat. Haha, got aircon ma! :D Off to the Hall. Some dumb talk by Mrs Soon. Fuck, she's the PE for Ns >:@! She's out to make us get zero or rather, she can't wait to fail us la ok. All of us were practically talking & laughing while she's talking please. No one is interested 'cos everything can be found in the booklet they gave us weeks ago. Blah! After the talk, went to AVA room. Talked to Shijing & Tricia. Aiyaaa ): Something not so happy happened. Had Chinese paper II! Bestaye & Qiaos happily left it all blank! Haha. After the paper, Lin laoshi came in to give out paper & stuff. Asked her about my chinese & she lent me her chinese TYS! :D Thanks laoshi! She kept reminding me to return her -.-

After school, it was raining big time. Bestaye & I were soaked. Shermin & Serene got on a cab & gave us a lift to Compass. Thanks lovelies :) Dried ourselves at the toilet. Saw RachelL & gang, trying to dry themselves too. Hahah. Saw Qianyu, talk a little & went off. Ate @ Yakun! :D:D Finallyyyyy (: Heh. Talked & stuff, caught up a lot up with Bestaye. Walked around & stuff. She bought her heels! Damn gorgeous! :D Saw Nette & Shantal, sat around & left @ 5pm. Got home, showered & watched Holland V. while doing my Maths [: Dad came home, dinner & online! Now my table's in a messss.

I miss Natalie Lim ):

Come home soon, Nat. Safe & retarded in one piece kay?
I love you :) :) :)

Sunday's.
Jermaine is so adorable (:



SO CUTE [:




Why so emo, omg.




GLYNIS.

Ahaha daddy @ Aunt's place, posing ay?

Two days ago, with Shyan & Michy. (:




I guess what Bestaye said today was true. Why hold on to this so tight when the rest never seem to care? Yuh & I'm getting tired of having to try over & over & over again. I can't keep having my heart torn, & expect it to fix itself again. Tired of trying for love, for the ones I love, for my passion, for sake of my happiness. I guess I need some time to pick myself up again & I'll still go on trying until I don't have to. For now, I honestly want to solely concentrate on my studies, & immediately after SS paper, I'll start doing what I want to. Study, still but there're things that I'd wanna complete first before it's too late.

I'm back, chasing what I want & that's you before you slip away with someone else.

I'm scared of losing, of breaking, of disappointments.


Heavily broken & I don't know what to do.

Please explain love, why are you worth the wait?
<3.

9:17 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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